Snippet of a story in evolution

I started this story which is likely to end up short novel in length, but I've got stalled. What might help is releasing some passages from it to see what others think. Is is the right tone? Does it sound like something you want to hear more about? To read all of it click through.
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Chapter 1
I'm not sure when the desire came upon me. It's almost as though it had always been there, quietly hiding, waiting for the opportunity to surface. I knew that it was something that others would find disturbing, even disgusting, but it was deeply embedded in me now and could never be removed.